Biography

Hello world. My name's Marian. pronounced as (night mare + du rian). Alternatively, you can choose to call me maryanne.

i work in the entertaintment/service industry (had and soon to be). I wont say i love it and wont say i hate it either.

I have a soft spot for furry animals hence my aspiration to become a vet, which sadly, has not been realised.

i talk alot. so much that i even talk in my sleep.oh, and i ocassionally hum music when im sleeping too. i'm currently attached!! to my kelee for 3 years (: . oh, and i hate celery btw.

you can contact me ataya_splashy112@hotmail.com.

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“In the end, it's not going to matter how many breaths you took, but how many moments that took your breath away.”
Shing Xiong

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Thursday, October 28, 2010

Random thoughts about anything and everything about my life now.

im so lost.


i lack the discipline to go search for what i wana search too.

gota set my heart to it and go for it.


so much time is lost dreaming about other things.
so much time is lost doing the little things i do now.


i ponder whats my drive behind the things i do.


i treasure the moments i spend now with the people around me.
it hurts to know that you get to know so many sincere hearts
yet each beautiful moment lasts for a brief instance only.

its funny how time, things n circumstances can change the way you think about religion as well.
i start to lose touch with what i believe in, which makes it seem scary sometimes.


sometimes i feel like laughing
sometimes i feel like crying
sometimes i feel like smiling
sometimes i feel like im spacing out


somehow i just dont feel like im here.

Tuesday, October 05, 2010

in the end who's the crazy one gettin irritated and crazy over a game?


in the first place if ure normal.

u wldnt even lost ur temper just on the fact that i kept turning around to look at what ure doing.

u


its not normal to get angry or irritated n cnt stand ppl lookin at what ure doing.

yes its ok to be angry @ ppl invadin ur privacy. but the way u react is not normal. u flare up n rrly go crazy.








u needa get help seriously. the way i said that remark wasnt in a sarcastic tone. even if it sounded sacarstic to u it definitely didnt warren that type of action n behaviour. jamming at the keyboard cursing at the comp n all those things. ARE NOT NORMAL. rmb i told u how short fused u are in the past, n u said aft readin books u realised n felt so dumb over gettin angry/irritated over small things. n u said u needed to test urself. where did all the talk n test go to seriously? i dont think the how many days u ahvent got angry record is still goin on. its broken alrdy right?




one fine day everything will return back to the past ke shaohui.

im convinced. people really dont change.

even if they do, its temporary. or its not totally.


in the end its still the way you react and ur actions.

in the first place if ur character is mild tempered. anything wouldnt have bothered you.
everything would be ok to you. everything.

yes i might have sounded harsh but i did cool down too.


and hey even if i sounded harsh, if ur mild mannered enough, u wldnt have had that kinda reaction.




like for e.g : i said the quest is so easy, i finished fast, how come u take so long?
u wld have ans: i takin v long cause the internet v slow..........
(thing is u didnt even ans anything)


U ALREADY STARTED BEING IRRITATED AT THE EMOTE THING. u cursed n said what the fuck am i supposed to do. thyat was BEFORE i said why u take so long.

thats why i keep on offering