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Hello world. My name's Marian. pronounced as (night mare + du rian). Alternatively, you can choose to call me maryanne.

i work in the entertaintment/service industry (had and soon to be). I wont say i love it and wont say i hate it either.

I have a soft spot for furry animals hence my aspiration to become a vet, which sadly, has not been realised.

i talk alot. so much that i even talk in my sleep.oh, and i ocassionally hum music when im sleeping too. i'm currently attached!! to my kelee for 3 years (: . oh, and i hate celery btw.

you can contact me ataya_splashy112@hotmail.com.

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“In the end, it's not going to matter how many breaths you took, but how many moments that took your breath away.”
Shing Xiong

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Monday, December 21, 2009

im feeling so damm blah now. i needa rant.

who says a damm free person has no worries or whatsoever.

im feeling so blah cause I DIDNT GO FOR IT IN THE END TODAY!

sigh i should have went for it, for myself. and now there will be so many what ifs.. at the back of my head. i so wana complain to someone.

truthfully...its like i feel like i let myself down on one hand, the fact that i cldnt gather the guts to head down and just take whatevers coming. i decided to run away from the interview instead. cause well back of my mind ive alrdy got a job so why put myself thru the frustrations of such a strict interview and also... cause im afraid to hear the results.

IM ONLY HUMAN! and i hate rejections.

and im being silly for wanting to head down again next month (AHHH I KNOW T_T) but next mth's training's starting and er.. frankly speaking once trainin starts i cnt break the bond or contract or penalty comes. :( so gona be with MBS already.

actually today could have been a great day to make the decision yet i chickened out. sigh.

my decision today just made me feel really ashmed of myself, my confidence and my self esteem.



LEE MARIAN YOURE SUCH A BABY!




so what am i trying to escape from exactly...?

Tuesday, December 01, 2009

updates.

just putting pics here so that i can keep track of what i needa buy.

1. BLAZER.
















it allows u to dress comfortably yet at the same time look chic n not too shabby. great when u pair if up with a dress or something too. I MUST GET IT!!!!!


2. one more pair of killer pumps. one more pair of mid height heels


3. High waisted skirt.



4. BAG BAG BAG!!!


5. slouchy dress with belt



6. PLAID SHIRT


sorry for the outburst n ranting bout wanting to buy things. thats cause i feel my wardrobe needs a new surge of chic clothes cause im feeling so blah these few days.

thats what happens when u have nothing to do (job not's started yet and no sch) turns u into a damm wols retard bimbo who wants to just stock up her clothes like crazy cause its her purpose now.

when i cant find an aim or purpose i direct that to the shopping department. clothes shoes and bags! COME TO MAMA!



on the side note, fireflies and remedy keeps on playing in my head.




bad news.

Gracie is turning into a hamster thats super duper obese. its like seeing my child turn into a big fat obese kid that lazes all day infront of the tv eating chips.



after seperating the girls i realised, she has been eating TWO SHARES of hamster food (oreo's one too) no wonder oreo is skinny like hell and shes so.... ball-like. so, im cutting down alot on her sunflower seeds and peanuts. NO MORE FOR U BABY.










and she looks at me with that expression EVERYDAY. YES I SWEAR she wants it and she knows that method works everytime.

BUT NO. im becoming harsh. strict running around in her ball avg of 20 mins a day.