Biography

Hello world. My name's Marian. pronounced as (night mare + du rian). Alternatively, you can choose to call me maryanne.

i work in the entertaintment/service industry (had and soon to be). I wont say i love it and wont say i hate it either.

I have a soft spot for furry animals hence my aspiration to become a vet, which sadly, has not been realised.

i talk alot. so much that i even talk in my sleep.oh, and i ocassionally hum music when im sleeping too. i'm currently attached!! to my kelee for 3 years (: . oh, and i hate celery btw.

you can contact me ataya_splashy112@hotmail.com.

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“In the end, it's not going to matter how many breaths you took, but how many moments that took your breath away.”
Shing Xiong

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Wednesday, September 27, 2006

work work work.

thats all jc students do. study on trains on buses. on way home. while eating. while bathing. while shitting. u name it. we're studyin. its a 24hr thing la cant be helped. with all the smart asses flying off with their OH-SO-SHINY AHH ITS BLINDING MY EYES- results its no wonder dumb plain people like me are desperate to breathe cause its gettin too hot to handle! :o imagine u see armies of jc ppl holdin books hahhaa. LIKE ATTACK!!!

ok at this point of time i really start to question my sanity! which i think actually doesnt exist at all.oh wells. its been pretty hazy today! burning forest again?

36 more days to A levels work hard everyone (: i know everyone's feeling kinda tired.. no motivation to study anymore but its jus sooo near to HOLS 6 full months of hols so we all just needa hang on there then we can look back at laugh at this when we read back on this. (: its good to imagine. oh wells gota run cya (:

Friday, September 22, 2006

there i go again. prelims just ended. it didnt start on a good note and it didnt end on a good one either. im kinda at a lost what to do, things arent goin on right. at least my results arent haha. about one more month.. till .. A levels. i just realised that i seldom blog about my feelings. at least not anymore. all my posts have been happy n hilarious kind of posts. kinda weird how i use to ramble on n on n on on my blog but i seem to quieten down as time goes by.. somehow im afraid of showin how i feel to others. even through this blog. theres so much i want to say. so much i want someone to know or ask me. haha. my gosh when did i even start on that?! sounded kinda retarded but oh well. had pepper lunch today with the darling girls. super happy i must say n yummy. was super full and now... IM MUNCHIN ON MY DOUGHNUTS YES YES. my fave doughnuts from TAKA YES YES YES. R U DROOLIN NOW? bet u are!


here they are. :) my favourites.

i was... waiting at the busstop all alone at night with no one around, waiting for my sis to pick me up, its awfully gloomy, i felt like an unwanted puppy wanting someone to pick me up. i wait n i wait n i wait yet no one arrives. the feeling of disappointment, anticipation then disappointed again when u realise it isnt the car you're waiting for. taxis cars buses. all pass by me. i cld have had the chance to board one of them but i still chose not too. yet some just run by me without me noticing. ive been waiting til the point where i wanted to stand up n walk home. but i still held on to the littlest hope i had in me. perhaps it will come. this somehow seemed related to how im always feeling. or what im experiencing regardin that. its just so depressing yet im not the kind of puppy to go lick and cling onto someone.

its like how ive became so numb through time but you still come into mind once in a while strange isnt it? when we havent even spoke in about a year. and it didnt mean much. but yet it meant so much. perhaps its just that i feel lonely and i need something to replace that emptiness. even with frens n family...there are still times when u realise youre all alone . and yes. lonely. very lonely.