Biography

Hello world. My name's Marian. pronounced as (night mare + du rian). Alternatively, you can choose to call me maryanne.

i work in the entertaintment/service industry (had and soon to be). I wont say i love it and wont say i hate it either.

I have a soft spot for furry animals hence my aspiration to become a vet, which sadly, has not been realised.

i talk alot. so much that i even talk in my sleep.oh, and i ocassionally hum music when im sleeping too. i'm currently attached!! to my kelee for 3 years (: . oh, and i hate celery btw.

you can contact me ataya_splashy112@hotmail.com.

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“In the end, it's not going to matter how many breaths you took, but how many moments that took your breath away.”
Shing Xiong

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Thursday, June 22, 2006

what kind of life are you leading now?

how many people can actually say they are living
the kind of life that they want to lead. that they chose?

well i know people always say you have one life, so live it to the fullest. This life is for you, and you only. and well not forgetting the ppl around u too...

but i realise. life has been more of a drag for me. I dont even know where im heading. Other than my family and friends. i find no meaning in life. There's nothing that can actually make me say

Yes. thats why im here in this world for. thats what im living for.

I NEED TO FIND SOMETHING NEW, a new meaning in life.

I wana live to live for myself , for something, not live to please others- people around me, like my teachers, even like working hard for the mid yrs. i dont even feel like im doing it for myself at all, i feel more like im wanting to do well to please others and meet up to their expectations esp of my teachers cause i dont want them to look down on me or think otherwise of me.

but i know deep down inside this is not what i really want.

If you would let my imagination go wild.

my love for animals n the wildlife, i wana travel around the world. in search of animals pior to extinction , dedicate my life to researching and helpin them.




my love for performing arts. the stage. i dream of on day when i can own the stage, make it mine. dance from day to dawn.





whats your kind of life?

its nice to daydream some-time.

dont ya think so? hehs. :)

im so full of internal conflicts la. ive been dreamin LOADS while sleepin recently. hmm wonder what that meant , and the dreams seem to be, becomin more and more real and sigificant.

i really need to address some issues of my own.

WITH GERRI AT BEN N JERRY'S

that smirk i regconise it!

yayapapaya.

sweet.

yum.*lick* RAWR. ok that sounds wrong.

gerri looks like shes blowin the ice cream?!

part of blog layout? ill do something aft the mid years. not forgettin msjsf blog too
http://msjsf.blogspot.com
:))

Sunday, June 18, 2006

omg i cant believe 12 days just whizzed by me like that. and ive wasted truck loads of time.

i think i am

officially dead.

unless im able to do some repairing that is.

Tuesday, June 06, 2006

Olivia inspi' Reira (Trapnest) - A Little Pain

omg hearin this song can really make me cry..its the ending theme for NANA, the anime that im currently watchin. the anime actually revolves around two gals called Nana(literally means number 7 in japanese) two different girls, two different lifes, two different personailties, two different background, but a common name and they both met coincidentally. They both have a really tragic background.. but i feel so much so much more for the goth Nana. when i think back on her story i really feel like crying.

funny thing is i dont know why i feel so strongly bout whats happenin to her. hmmm but its so saddening. her only pillar of support- her guy, leaving her . so much hurt. but she cldnt ask him to stay, and he had to leave... they didnt even bother contactin each other....cause of the pain, they both didnt wana be reminded of it. the sadness, the loneliness. all over. and now he's all famous, her seeing his pics all over the mrt station.

especially the part where she said : esp when its snowing so hard.............

AHHH MY HEART BROKE OK!!!! she got reminded of the time when she was with him n it was snowing so damm bloody hard. they r so superr sweet !!!!!!! T_T dammit!!