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Hello world. My name's Marian. pronounced as (night mare + du rian). Alternatively, you can choose to call me maryanne.

i work in the entertaintment/service industry (had and soon to be). I wont say i love it and wont say i hate it either.

I have a soft spot for furry animals hence my aspiration to become a vet, which sadly, has not been realised.

i talk alot. so much that i even talk in my sleep.oh, and i ocassionally hum music when im sleeping too. i'm currently attached!! to my kelee for 3 years (: . oh, and i hate celery btw.

you can contact me ataya_splashy112@hotmail.com.

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“In the end, it's not going to matter how many breaths you took, but how many moments that took your breath away.”
Shing Xiong

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Friday, February 24, 2006

heys. here i am once again . im torn into pieces. cant deny it cant pretend- haha okae ill stop being lame. :) sigh today was kinda nice. the usual fri though. started with phys lect then p.e with badminton. i paired up with weiting as doubles. and it was really really stressful. LOLS.

1. playin badminton with weiting is already stressful.
2.michael kwok was stressin us all on the rules of the game. =/

haha but the lesson ended up well and nice. :) aft sch we had drama trainin. self trainin as usual though. i stil dont really understand mr sas. as to why he wants to include the J1s in SYF. its like they will only be comin in at march and SYF is in april. so that means we only have 1 mth to practise. ONE MONTH. when other jcs have already started training for SYF since LAST YEAR. yes LAST YEAR. like who's on the losing end now! arghs. forget bout the prob. main thing bout the training today was that....


i realised how lucky i actually am...


today's heart to heart session really made me realise many things. i wont take things for granted anymore. those probs that once posed as big crazy probs dont seem to be as big and serious as they use to anymore. compared to the other's probs. they are jus minor things that can be ignored and get done and over with.


people... if you have a family thats nice and all. its all enough. dont complain. many ppl yearn to be in ur position....really..its only today that i realised. ive been taking many things for granted such as my family. i love u all :) (mayb u guys read my blog haha im not sure.)

today durin maths lesson guowei and edward literally became MONKEYS. yes. MONKEYS. they started requestin sz and jy to throw peanuts at them while they tried to catch the peanuts with their mouth. like feedin animals in a zoo rights? LOLS.
worse is my whole maths group (all guys. im the only gal) was talkin on and on and on bout....


TAMMY OR TAMMIE. the nyp gal and the video she made. ?!?!? WTF


and all the while im there. LIKE WTH?! they were like. sorry u have to hear all this but.. THEN THEY CONTINUED TALKIN BOUT THE WHOLE THING. for the whole lesson. they even used my calculator n pretended it was the hp which was recordin them doin uh-huh!..though its only normal that guys watch porn but. just knowin that they do kinda turns me off. like ew. nvm.!!!

OOOO cant wait till tomorrow. cause why? i can finally relax :) time to watch some anime slack. and not forgettin study sigh. shithead.


I LOVE POPTARTS. do you guys know what poptart is??
omg i sound like a bimbo. basically its pastry with dif flavours inside..its rrly famous in the states all kids wld have tasted one in their lifetime b4(cause its from there) i love the cherry one. which is frosted with cherry jam inside. its called poptarts cause u can pop them into a toaster then eat it aft wards. thats what i think. nt sure if thats the reason why its called poptarts. u all shld try if u havent tried one b4! its super yummy. they have hot fudge. strawberry. blueberry.

buy them at ntuc now. i think u can find them at ntuc. rmb its POPTARTS. :D
i recommend. 5stars out of 5. best breakfast a person can have man :)
been eating them for years.

Saturday, February 11, 2006

i bought a new hp today! woahhh supper happy ok. but guess thats only temporary....
cutting my hair first thing tml morn. new image. new hp. new shoes. new earrings. new handband.new bag ( I NEED TO BUY IT TML B4 MONDAY)

plusss i bought strawberry and mango shower gel from body shop today. smells rrly good. i had the honey dew (melon) one the other time THAT ONE WAS HEAVENLY. next time u smell somethin fruity watch out! i may be just around the corner.

i realised. im really crazy.

i must be crazy to have laid my eyes on you. should have known and stood by my choices since the start of last year.

im leaving all my favourite stuff behind. my passion for djin. leavin my game pals. leavin underworld folks. the fun. im cutting away my locks too. i usually cut my hair after something big happens. n it already did last dec. my heart along with it ... it has stopped beating ever since. only beats once in a while when somthing small spurs me momentarily.

i hurt so much inside that no one knows. but it all came out last wk. that two days were rrly depressin. i wld cry myself to sleep. wake up and start crying again. there are just too many things bothering me so much now. my studies. im so uncertain of myself. i dont know if i can make it through Al levels. i dont even know what im doing in a JC.

other thing is.

im without a pillar of support.