Biography

Hello world. My name's Marian. pronounced as (night mare + du rian). Alternatively, you can choose to call me maryanne.

i work in the entertaintment/service industry (had and soon to be). I wont say i love it and wont say i hate it either.

I have a soft spot for furry animals hence my aspiration to become a vet, which sadly, has not been realised.

i talk alot. so much that i even talk in my sleep.oh, and i ocassionally hum music when im sleeping too. i'm currently attached!! to my kelee for 3 years (: . oh, and i hate celery btw.

you can contact me ataya_splashy112@hotmail.com.

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Quote of the day;

“In the end, it's not going to matter how many breaths you took, but how many moments that took your breath away.”
Shing Xiong

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Tuesday, January 31, 2006

im so darn happy. cause of alot of different things. so darn happy i can grin all day long :)

my mood is really good hehehehs. >:D

well. i wonder ifs the same person... (: if it is.. then... all i can say is wow.

IM SO ADDICTED TO ... pudar!!! (its a reallllyyy superr nice malay song :D )

sugar we're going down too. i know its an old song butt. it reminds me. hehs.

cant stop listenin to them. wahahahs.

Saturday, January 28, 2006

hehes. just waitin for my aunt n cousins to come ova before the reunion dinner starts! i kinda like reunion dinners frankly...cause my whole family gets to be together. we all sit down and have dinner, talk, laugh and reminise. such a cosy and nice scene yea? its been long since the whole family had dinner together.. my sis is never really home for dinner. my mum and dad have their dinner outside after work. while i have mine with my frens or either buy somethin back home and eat alone. so its kinda cool that we are all togther eatin again :) woots. its 6.45 already but the sky is still pretty bright! kinda weird.. yesterday it was like that too. the sky seems to get dark only at 7.30 haha strange as it seems hmm :P

i went for last min shoppin today again. yess. ive been spendin loads lately! in total for new year i have spent 244.50 haha yes i calculated evrything with my trusty calculator! soooo happy with the goodies i have now :D

i cant say how much i love gerri to bits. shes always there when i need someone to go shoppin with. shes the best!!



sorry the pic looks a lil distorted cause i resized it.



this post is gona be filled with loads of pics. so open up yer eyes! :D






the blue flower earrings, black beaded necklace, spagh top, and skirt :D love the combi.





the purple shimmery eyeshadow!



the cap i bought ystd.


WARNING. NOT FOR THE FAINT HEARTED!! i played around with the cap quite abit.. and im a narcisst! so just avoid scrolling down if u dont want your eyes to bleed.







acting cool with the cap


random pics ahead!




















end of the pics. so did ur eyes bleed or what?

anyway ever wondered why i never put a fooble chat here? cause no one ever reads my blog! or so i feel haha. only gerri will tag it, plus some of my gamin frens other than that no one knows of my blog's existence.. unless i decide to place the link at my friendster profile. which i wont in the near future unless i change my mind.....

Friday, January 27, 2006

happy cny! its been so long since i last blogged properly. none of my posts are actually proper. or rather they just seem to be made up of lyrics lyrics and more lyrics! its therefore time that i post a proper post :D AHEM! mmm lemme see haha all's been kinda fine these few weeks. im stil kinda relaxed and all. the stress hasnt kicked in yet hehes. and its cny now! like wow. time passes REALLY fast. hees. done most of the shoppin and im uberr happy! SUPER DUPER! i love shoppin <3.

YES THE SHOES.
the shoes are so. hot. hot hot! sizzling hot

I LOVE VANS

yes i know the design of the shoe is kinda old and it was out a long time ago. but i jus cldnt
help but to buy them down once i saw it. it was love at first sight! the rich chocolate brown colour and that velvety texture.

love

it



to



bitts.




makes my heart skip a beat everytime.












finally my retarded legs with the shoes. and a pile of crumpled notes aka rubbish dump behind.

p.s notice the dream book behind with the pile? i really love that. it helps interpret dreams. so if u do have any dreams that u wana know about. ask me to interpret for ya :) i gladly will.




gota get a bag to match with it. and ill be cuttin my locks away along with the new bag n shoes.
the curls jus dont match with vans shoes. alot of ppl r objectin to me cuttin my hair but i dnt seem to care no longer. i cut my hair usually when im sick of my image. but drastic change mostly when i am hurt.

went to kbox with msjsf today minus the j cause she enjoyin her day out somewhere else :P hees. we went maddd. like madd in k box. we actually chose lets get loud. and we sang n danced the mass dance right in the kbox room. was spotted by afew pj ppl but heckk! we continued dancin our arses away like it was nobody's business hehs >:D wickedd.

wonderrr. i really wonder. was it? was it not? :)
meant to kill. damm.

drop a thousand miles
it isnt too far
hard to understand
take time to ponder.
it isnt what it seems
slow is not the word.

Thursday, January 05, 2006

The rain exactly describes how i feel. it feels cold. harsh, hard. it is never ending, your vision gets blurred..

Lyrics from different songs stringed together.

She walked in, their eyes met, and they both stared.
And right there and then,
everyone else disappeared,

But one boy, and one girl,two hearts beating wildly.
To put it mildly,
it was love at first sight.
He smiled, she smiled, and they knew right away
that this was the day they'd waited for all their lives.
And for a moment the whole world
revolved around one boy and one girl.

Baby can’t you see
You’re the one for me
But you belong to another
I don’t wanna hurt nobody
But my heart just can’t hold back
It’s the way you make me feel
The way that you make me feel
Spinning my world around
Tell me how can I walk away
I don’t care what they say
I’m loving you anyway
It’s the way you make me feel

What can I do?
Tell me what can I say
When do I let him know I feel the same way?
How can my feelings be so hard to show when
I really want him to know
Dear Diary

Look at me
You may think you see
Who I really amBut you’ll never know me
Every day, is as if I play apart
Now I seeIf I wear a maskI can fool the world
But I can not fool
My heart

When you're safe inside your room you tend to dream
Of a place where nothing's harder than it seems
No one ever wants or bothers to explain
Of the heartache life can bring and what it means

To find an answer,
To get through it all I just fall on my knees and
I try to pray In the silence I can hear Him say
The river runs and the river hides
Out to the ocean and under the sky I promise you,
the answer will come
Hold on to patience and watch for the sign
Everything in its time