Biography

Hello world. My name's Marian. pronounced as (night mare + du rian). Alternatively, you can choose to call me maryanne.

i work in the entertaintment/service industry (had and soon to be). I wont say i love it and wont say i hate it either.

I have a soft spot for furry animals hence my aspiration to become a vet, which sadly, has not been realised.

i talk alot. so much that i even talk in my sleep.oh, and i ocassionally hum music when im sleeping too. i'm currently attached!! to my kelee for 3 years (: . oh, and i hate celery btw.

you can contact me ataya_splashy112@hotmail.com.

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Quote of the day;

“In the end, it's not going to matter how many breaths you took, but how many moments that took your breath away.”
Shing Xiong

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Tuesday, October 25, 2005

i have so many so many regrets in my life.

what if.. this
what if.. that
what if.. i
what if..it did'nt

countless number of what if-s.

what if i had continued ballet.
what if i took the courage to say hi to him.
what if i went to poly.
what if i stood up for myself last sat.

but if these what if-s would disappear

then i wldnt have discovered my talent in drama.
then i wldnt have met him.
then i wldnt have experienced jc life and meet msjsf n hema.
then i wld miss out many lessons due to that one wk.

nothing's fair in life. the nice ppl finish first.
acceptance plays a huge role in our daily lives.

Sunday, October 23, 2005

The fact that you'll soon be gone,
just makes me insane and forlorn.
Wish you would stay by my side forever,
but sadly time's not the only factor,
your interest does not lie in me,
to thnk that you're interested that's just a fallacy.

My mind's constantly playing tricks on me,
but it's alright i have already lose my sanity.
Don't tell me you don't know my intentions by now,
you needn't question me why and how?

Absence does make the heart grow fonder,
the heartache is something i'll always remember.
Why did you have to show you care,
is it that you're trying to show you're there?

Wish you continued treating me as an invisible,
at least that would make you more forgettable.
This feeling is ripping me apart,
please.
Spare my lonely heart.

Tuesday, October 18, 2005

standing here all alone i cry to myself..

Corrinne May- if you didnt love me

If every drop of water disappeared from the land
And every drop of ocean suddenly turned to sand
That would all be nothing
Compared to what I'd feel
If you didn't love me

What if I woke up and couldn't hear a sound
And all that I could see was darkness all around
That would all be nothing
Compared to what I'd feel
If you didn't love me

If I could have the world and all that money could buy
And I could travel far beyond the moon and the sky
If they gave me golden wings,
well I still couldn't fly without you,
nothing would matter

You and I walk beside each other day after day
But there's so much inside me,
I never get to say
My life would be so empty with nothing left to feel
If you didn't love me
If you didn't love me

Saturday, October 08, 2005

wooo my blog template kinda sucks now but. heckk ill fidn a new one soon. kinda slackin my life away now since promos r over. im kinda worried ill retain. sighh. oh well haha.