Biography

Hello world. My name's Marian. pronounced as (night mare + du rian). Alternatively, you can choose to call me maryanne.

i work in the entertaintment/service industry (had and soon to be). I wont say i love it and wont say i hate it either.

I have a soft spot for furry animals hence my aspiration to become a vet, which sadly, has not been realised.

i talk alot. so much that i even talk in my sleep.oh, and i ocassionally hum music when im sleeping too. i'm currently attached!! to my kelee for 3 years (: . oh, and i hate celery btw.

you can contact me ataya_splashy112@hotmail.com.

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“In the end, it's not going to matter how many breaths you took, but how many moments that took your breath away.”
Shing Xiong

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Sunday, July 31, 2005

suddenly realise..life is more than just studies and the com and fun and all...perhaps theres still something more to life that we all dont realise. just like her i wana escape to somewhere where ill be happier but i lack the courage to...mayb shes happier there now and all...although i dont know her at all but i can feel the heartache and all. she has her reasons and all. its her choice and i think we all have to respect that.

now i dont rrly care much bout eyecandies..aft reflecting much on my life...my family and frens are more important than anything else...studies are just one part...ill do my best even if i dont do well for my promos, there are alternatives and all...mayb just mayb i may be switchin to poly to pursue what i really want. i mean why get upset over results when it isnt really all that's impt in life. if i really stil cant do well even after working hard why not just let go and start anew. that will just pretty much be what ive thought over. i will live life fully. and ive learnt a valuable lesson. thank you....

Sunday, July 24, 2005

i am so dead. this is seriously the end of me. im considering poly now. im so gona retain. i just cant seem to work hard. that motivation or push just isnt there. sad. i hate life now. but i stil love my frens though esp gerri,hema,msjsf n g.i.n.y (: they r my only source of motivation to go to sch. other than that i have nothing to look forward too in school. the stress level is extreme. i lack sleep. i want to just day dream all day. n last of all. theres no special someone i look forward to anymore. sad to say. but she took my only hope away. although nothing was happenin between them i just cldnt bear to continue from where i stopped. she has stopped all her nonsensical actions but still i have nothing more to say to him. sounds ironic but yes. i so wana talk to him but yet i have nothing better to say. it will just turn out to be another fruitless conversation with no head or no end. the times when i use to just go ohhh so crazy, now its just a thing of the past. too bad for me. but no ones gona come in any sooner. except.......just maybe. (: gota run! i have to go do my chi compo or its CWO for me. urgh.