Biography

Hello world. My name's Marian. pronounced as (night mare + du rian). Alternatively, you can choose to call me maryanne.

i work in the entertaintment/service industry (had and soon to be). I wont say i love it and wont say i hate it either.

I have a soft spot for furry animals hence my aspiration to become a vet, which sadly, has not been realised.

i talk alot. so much that i even talk in my sleep.oh, and i ocassionally hum music when im sleeping too. i'm currently attached!! to my kelee for 3 years (: . oh, and i hate celery btw.

you can contact me ataya_splashy112@hotmail.com.

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Quote of the day;

“In the end, it's not going to matter how many breaths you took, but how many moments that took your breath away.”
Shing Xiong

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Saturday, May 21, 2005

watched house of wax today with sands. it was damm gory n the three of us were like practically coverin our eyes thruout the whole movie haha! goshh. but its really sick. snippin off of fingers and all how disgustin can it get. n i must get my zen soon!! im dying for it man. ahhhh. im so tired i can jus faint and die! i need sleep. gota go tata.

Thursday, May 19, 2005

i won't try and i can't fly anymore. and i can't reach for it no matter how hard i try. the more emotionless i feel. the greater the impact it has on me. just watch when i breakdown. i won't stop. i know myself too well. i try to hide all my emotions even when im alone cause i know when i start to cry i will not stop...i keep everything till the point that i explode. its just so hard. so hard. even though its nothing serious but being the emotional me. its everything. i just wana do a head stand forever. if u know what i mean. i cant pretend i cant treat it like it didnt happen when it did. this is so unlike me to post something like that. but. i really cant stand in anymore. bye.

Saturday, May 14, 2005

heyhey. its been so long since ive updated my blog. haha been real busy thse few weeks. im out everytime. and i hardly have time to stop and breathe for oncee. at least its the wkend now. hahas (: n ooo. haha. yay. hope to gt the classpullover soon. and meanwhile. i love drama to bits. i love everyone there. (: it was rrly fun practicing the dance. i feel like gtin myself another pet. but then again i doubt i have time to take care of it :( i wana get a guinea pig cause they r soo cute! with their messed up fur and all. adorable. haha but my sis finds it disgustin somehow. hahas.oh well.

Hanging by a moment

Desperate for changing
Starving for truth
I'm closer to where I started
Chasing after you

*chorus
I'm falling even more in love with you
Letting go of all I've held onto
I'm standing here until you make me move I
'm hanging by a moment here with you

Forgetting all I'm lacking
Completely incomplete
I'll take your invitation
You take all of me now...
I'm closer to where I started Chasing after you....

*chorus
I'm living for the only thing I know
I'm running and not quite sure where to go
And I don't know what I'm diving into
Just hanging by a moment here with you

There's nothing else to lose
There's nothing else to find
There's nothing in the world
That can change my mind
There is nothing else (x3)