Biography

Hello world. My name's Marian. pronounced as (night mare + du rian). Alternatively, you can choose to call me maryanne.

i work in the entertaintment/service industry (had and soon to be). I wont say i love it and wont say i hate it either.

I have a soft spot for furry animals hence my aspiration to become a vet, which sadly, has not been realised.

i talk alot. so much that i even talk in my sleep.oh, and i ocassionally hum music when im sleeping too. i'm currently attached!! to my kelee for 3 years (: . oh, and i hate celery btw.

you can contact me ataya_splashy112@hotmail.com.

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“In the end, it's not going to matter how many breaths you took, but how many moments that took your breath away.”
Shing Xiong

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Monday, September 27, 2004

Diguise- Lene Marlin


Have you ever felt some kind of emptiness inside
You will never measure up, to those people you
Must be strong, can't show them that you're weak
Have you ever told someone something
That's far from the truth
Let them know that you're okay
Just to make them stop
All the wondering, and questions they may have



[chorus]
I'm okay, I really am now
Just needed some time, to figure things out
Not telling lies, I'll be honest with you
Still we don't know what's yet to come



Have you ever seen your face,
In a mirror there's a smile
But inside you're just a mess,
You feel far from good
Need to hide, 'cos they'd never understand
Have you ever had this wish, of being
Somewhere else
To let go of your disguise, all your worries too
And from that moment, then you see things clear



*chorus


Are you waiting for the day
when your pain will disappear
when you know that it's not true
what they say about youyou could not care less about the things
surrounding you
ignoring all the voices from now on

freakkkk! i failed my amths again. i rrly shld consider drroppin it man. like wad if i fail in the Os? ha. sweet huhz.chocolate.chocolate.chocolate.chocolate.chocolate.chocolate.chocolate.chocolate.chocolate.chocolate sigh prelim is a disaster. im gona wrk in the first 3 mthns. n thankx alot. thanx alot for addin onto my feelins. of feelin DOWN! THANX ALOT. like. all i eva wanted to do was to wish u gd luck...din expect someone wil use the same nick to disturb evryone's blog. n damm do i feel insulted. if i knew i wldnt hav wished u gd luck at all. pwfff! if havin u sayin those stuff arent bad enuff she is commentin alot too. like shut up. u ask me to gt alive ask the guy who did all those to get alive man not me. n fark off will u? ur barkin like a dog like as if im nt feelin bad enuff honey. n hes urs wad else is there to bark about.

Saturday, September 25, 2004

new template! lurve it loads but the pics at the profile dun seem to b loadin..seems like im the only one who can see the pics! sadd...aw! the pics r cute!!! a monkey jugglin bananas n cute lil buns smilin! n a bear too awww...sad. hmm wil tryda find some way so that evryopne can see em! =( feeelinnnn so damm happy! prelims r rrly ova man. but Os r comin x_x so hmmm mayb i shldnt b that happy.

Friday, September 24, 2004

prelims r finally ova!! pretty shagged out tired i amm. feelin sad & weird owin to a billion things ok it may sound rrly dumb if i wrote a kinda sickly sad essay but i'll do it anyway. at least ill feel better aft doin dat anyway.


----sounds a lil cheesy but hey thats wad i feel----
i no longer dance. tormented i am... i miss dancing, i miss ballet....... my passion....it used to be my dream when i was younger...then it became a drag wen i reached 13 up until nw. i haven danced in my ballet flats/shoes for about 2 yrs...n i really miss it all...... all my 8 yrs in dancin ive nv really felt this way... it is until nw that i realise i took all those for granted... the touch of bar....to the feel of the smooth leathery shoes on my thighs...i wana go back so much...just pretend that nothin happened..but i fear...perhaps my passion for it isnt really as strong as i tot it wld be...but on the other hand i miss it so badly........so badly that i wld hav re occuring nitemares about me not being able to dance again... suprisingly...i wld miss it that badly actualli... when i used to be one of those who didnt rrly gived a damm n always tinkin that class was a drag n nothin more...i use attend classes jus for the sake of meetin my frens...but slowly they all left one by one...n so did i...then it hit me...i attended classes nt only for my frens...but also...for the sake of dancin....sumthin i miss so much nw yet im afraid...though if i rrly wana dance nothing's gonna stop me but....i...cnt seem to do anythin... Just like any other rainy afternoon ill sit staring at the shoes doing nothing..jus nothing.........

Saturday, September 04, 2004

Feel so right Craving oxygen All this truth's left me empty Will you run Can you handle it Cause I need you to tell me Maybe this is bold But I’m hoping you’ll stay for the happy ending

nice lyrics from hilary's song Now you know

omg michael chad murray is SO damm cute! such a hottie.!! xD